Trying.
One of the things I'm dealing with these days is keeping a focus on our financial health. And breathing. Because it's really hard to breathe through this sometimes.
Keeping my head out of the sand is so hard, the muscles in my neck and my eyes are not used to working this hard, keeping themselves trained on a posture of perseverance, calmly, with hope.
I'm negotiating the emotional waters of asking family for help, facing huge credit card debt, and remaining positive despite even huger feelings that are so negative.
But, I can do this. And there is a calm and strength. But, the inability to breath deeply, the feeling of weightedness on my limbs and of choking on not enough air, it's scary at times.
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